i dont know to who i need share everything .. to who i need a shoulder to cry .. i miss him badly ... but i'm scared to loose him and i am also scared to accept him back to my life .. what i need face for 2 months ..only Allah know ..how i am actually .. sometimevi feel so idiot.. but what can i do .. my heart was hurting. i know 30 jun was fariha birthday .. what can i said she will the most happier girl in this world. but i can judge.. i will stop judging people... i know earth was too old to see my real colour... i wish i can find my peace,my pill to make sure i am not the patient of the heart anymore .  i dont know this year i will celebrate his birthday or not .. i only can write what i feel on this blog... and hope anyone can't read it .i face all my day in 2 month without his voice,his wish,his advice,his laught,his picture ... everything ... i loss ..but i know Allah want me to rest and not doing false again ... He want aimuni come back to the path .. i was doing a lot of mistake before this .. if can make my own bronze statue and drawn all my mistake.. Anyone never wanted to stay near to me

manusia senang mengutuk dan mengakat diri mereka ..hello bruh kalu kau rasa hebat ..sila jawab paper aku ...kay kita tgk sape berjaya ..n aku akn bktikan setiap kos ada kelebihan dia ..haisyhhh yang elektrik n memang ramai poyo k ape ..aku hempuk kang..

setiap perempuan akan berkahwin bila jodoh dah dtg..hm ..lepas along kawin sape nk jaga adik?sape nk jaga pakaian abah..aku dk sinie..abah dah tua..ya Allah lepas n aku  aser aku kena belajar sambil kerja..aku xnak susahkan ayah aku..tapi nk kerja ape?aku ad ape?dip un xlepas g ..setiap kali kuiz ..aku cuba jadi terbaik..dlm setiap ape pum..ya Allah ..aku buntu..bagaimana aku nk selesaikan ptptn lagi lepas n..n kalu xdpt kerja..sape nk byr ptptn aku?sape nk jaga adik aku?sape nk jaga abh aku?aku dah nekad dah janji nk jaga diorang

mak ..setiap kali ..nampak bnda terdetik hati nk beli smtg kat mak..mak sem1 kaq dpt dekan..mak xsempat tgk..xsempat rasa ..kaw janji mak selagi kaq idp kaq akan buat abah bagga nga kaq

kadang kita pendam dan kadang kita kene luah ape yg kita rasa..Allah ..bila org cakap mak diorang..mane mungkin ..aku xrindu...dulu aku nga mak g sekali kemane-mane..ya Allah mudah sgt air mata n jath sbb rindu..ya Allah xsemua bnda aku blh luahkan..xsemua ..kenape semua terlalu memaksa..kdg aku diam bkn ape..kdg itu untk aku ubati ape yg aku rasa..aku dah biasa dah dengan semua tuh ..maap sgt kalu lemah

tnggal beberapa hari lagi nk hari jadi bff aku ..yeyey

hello guys ...hm ..ok berbicara menegenai purdah ..actually berpurdah xpenah membezakan kebaikan seseorang..even korang berpurdah korang sepattnya menerima dan menerima pandgan org yg xberpurdah..purdah bkn syart kamu masuk syurga ..well muka bkn aurat syg..ia mungkin ntahlaa nk kata sunnah un bukan..ckp kamu ttp dada dah ok...jgn biar riak ada dalam dri kamu